When I came to USA (Chicago 4 yeats ago) I thought "mm USA the country of freedom wow!" But I realized that I did not know what freedom even means for me.
Freedom for me was, do whatever I want, say whatever I want to say, go everywhere I want to go. but in the news I always heard that someone kill a young lady on the park, the wife who killed the husband, the student who shot the teacher, etc, etc.
I was scared to live in this state or even going to the park by my self. So I was at home as a prisoner and thinking wow how much "freedom" is in this country, that everyone really do whatever they want.
after 2 years and being married, everything and my neagative thought started changing. Now... I'll write later.
(my English still no good mhmh)
